The reason why I’m scared of telling you the truth. 1. I’m scared that you will rejecting me. 2. I’m scared of being hurt again. 3. I’m scared that I’ll lose you. Even those I never had you in the first point. I mean I feel like I just keep it to myself to and keep trying to push the feeling away will make everything become ok. But in reality it doesn’t. See your smile and getting messages mean more than you will ever know.